I left work early today from work. It was sooooo slow for a friday.I left just because it was slow and luckly I did cuz, I am not feeling too good now that I'm home.Tired, head-ache,groggy, just BLAH!!! I could use a nice vacation. Now that I think of it, I've really never been on a real VACATION, except for maybe up north, but not ever to a different state or country. Oh well.I just wanna go to bed right now and its only 7:30pm FUCK! I guess I can pop a Vicodin,maybe that will wake me up or make me feel sicker...lets see???? *swallows* hahahaa. Atleast its Friday, that means NO work for the week end. Actually, since I left early today, I MIGHT go in and work tomorrow. Doubt it. I'm so indecisive. My mom came and picked up Riley for the night, so me and Rob will have a night to ourselves. I already miss her. Its like when shes here I am busy making dinner or cleaning or relaxing and I feel like I am not spending the time I should be with her...I always have so much going on that I tend to keep her (riley) distracted.I dont realize how much I love her and WANT her by me until she goes to grandmas or something like that. Well, I DO KNOW I love her and want her near me but, ya get the jist. She is my everything. She is so high maintenance and demanding and smart, persistant and beautiful and innocent but, coniving at the same time. She is just a little bit of everything. I just love her....even if she IS acting like a brat! My little "Peanut". Its pretty quiet with her not home, its weird!